Motivation

This post was originally written in January 2024.But still holds true

Being a dopamine-chaser and addict by nature... Keeping up motivation is difficult for certain things. Like this blog. And it honestly sucks.

I want to keep going, I have plenty of ideas. But the act of "doing" isn't doing it for me. Yet.
The blog isn't buzzin, and logically I know this is normal, and it is fine. I am not a known person, I'm not writing in a specific niche, I don't have a lot of content, and the content I do have is all over the place and young.

I know all of this logically, but motivationally I am suffering. But it is fine, it is a part of the struggle I am wanting to get myself through. Wanting to finally follow through on something I've wanted to do for a long time.

This time I might make it, I might not. Don't know yet. But I will keep posting "random" stuff for now. Maybe if I find "my thing" things will be easier motivationally.

There are honestly many things I want to write about, but I am hesitant because I am not a authority on the topic. And for other things I am afraid people just won't like it.
.. Shouldn't matter though, and I will try to get to them one by one. Battle my insecurities one after another.

The solution is to keep going, finding my voice.
Wish me luck

While writing this I am resetting my computer. Hoping to organize it in a way that increases my focus on my current online projects. And it was honestly about time. I think it's been around 6 months. And I bog down a computer in 6 months anyway.

Fresh starts feel nice!
And they are slightly motivating in themselves!

Writing this on my tablet, which I also reset earlier today. Feels pretty nice.
Do recommend 👌

Love, Pej